It's been about three weeks since I have been off of Tamoxifin (okayed by my cancer doctors) and I feel like a woman again. I feel empathy for women who go through "the change" because everyone around you try to help but the woman who is going through the change is on an emotional roller coaster...I feel bad for my husband who endured this drug with me on this journey for more than three years (including my two kids and my students at school)...will you all every forgive me?